February 2012
5 posts
Bonne nuit mon chérie,
I have not slept in what must be two months now. I ache for sleep and for the way it makes one feel – cocooned, lost and found at once. The falling into sleep is like the falling into love – complete surrender. Whatever is going on out there will have to do without me for a few hours. I am disappearing into my fatigue now…
An excerpt from 'Fragile Things' by Neil Geiman
‘As I write this now, it occurs to me that the peculiarity of most things we think as fragile is how tough they truly are… Hearts may break, but hearts are the toughest of muscles able to pump for a lifetime, seventy times a minute, and scarcely falter along the way. Even dreams, the most delicate and intangible of things, can prove remarkably difficult to kill.
Stories… they are words on...
January 2012
31 posts
To trust your heart,
People forget to mention that following your heart may take you to places you shouldn’t be; places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Following your heart doesn’t guarantee a happy ending. And that’s what frightens me the most— chasing the incandescent sun at a distance close enough to feel the warmth but far enough to avoid the...
ilikeyoourdick asked: i accidentally unfollowed your blog :( just wanted to stop by and say hello. your blog is gorgeous!
“Too many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even...”
– Mitch Albom (Tuesdays with Morrie)
Anonymous asked: You're really pretty
For she who comes from the sea
It is a cliche, and I wish I knew how to say it better but I don’t.
I love how you write.
Words on a page become pictures. The word ‘bird’ turns into a feathered creature swooping down into the word ‘river’, which now flows intrepidly, confidently into some unseen turn into the trees. I could see the hummingbird and then the wasp. And before I had the chance to marvel at how serendipitous this...
Anonymous asked: Please don't ever delete your writings.. I love reading them more than once. It makes my day a lot better!
I’ll be honest. I’m not the best person. I know I’m capable of so much more but I’m not as great as I’d hoped myself to be. It’s harder than it looks. I mean… I suck at tolerating people I’m really close to and on top of that I’m terribly blunt. So you know you’re going to hear my opinion. It could be a good and bad thing. And when I let...
Anonymous asked: where are you from?
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“I always pondered ideas on.. how to earn money and lose weight without involving...”
– My sad self
Looking through old chats
Will: My Internet died for a sex
Bianca: HI
Will: sec*
Bianca: ...HAHAHA
Will: ... >.>
Bianca: your internet died for sex
... what a whore
Will: oh yup
Bianca: internet expl-whore-er
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People are so inconsistent and their hearts are so fickle. It’s terrifying, wouldn’t you agree? To be utterly blinded by happiness, fooling you to put all your hopes into faithfulness and loyalty only to find that your heart is as fickle as anyone else. If a change of heart is easy for me, it’s just as easy for anyone else, correct? To have control only over your actions, but not...
I love anything in the field of performing arts. I can’t even fathom the emotion that comes upon me when seeing singers, dancers, instrumentalists, and actors exploding with love, passion, and talent. I honestly don’t know where I would be if performing arts never came to existence. I find myself striving to try it all, because when I do, it’s the best way I could let myself...
Anonymous asked: you are so beautiful <3
WatchGoing home from LA heheeee. Oh, William Chen.
my voice still has yet to hit puberty omg
100 Years - Five For Fighting
Life is a short...
It’s an interesting thing. How someone you don’t even know can make your heart ache. Maybe it’s because someone you know is hurting and so you hurt for them. All you can do is wait it out, never lose faith, and hope for the best. And even if the outcome isn’t what you want, you learn to move on and hope that you can become a better person. I believe in miracles. Some say...
serenity-ed-cecilia asked: Hey :) i just started following you because my friend introduced me to you and I just wanted to tell you: Your blog/writing is BEAUTIFUL. I cannot stress that enough. My glass is raised to you for you to have a glorious New Year. (Forever Dream, Cecilia)
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Anonymous asked: Oh hi there(:
December 2011
13 posts
Endlessly - B44
<3
Although the day hasn’t come, this Christmas has been one of my personal bests… It’s been a long time since I felt the warmth and joy of that Christmas feeling. It seems to me that every teenager now-a-days can’t feel Christmas anymore, thinking that the feeling only exists in childhood. That’s completely false. The Christmas feeling comes with the effort. Well, this...
“I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me,...”
– Augusten Burroughs
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I like the idea of people as boxes.
Mine has a lot of secret compartments leading to different places. There’s a misty sea room where you could just stand and watch the ocean and sink into the sand, and somewhere there’s a meadow where you could lie all day in the sun and there are rooms with dusty windows and a lot of rain and lace and floral wallpaper.
That became rather less organized as it...
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Love is the most over- and underrated abstract noun known to mankind. I’ve ranted, celebrated, bashed, and complained about this topic countless times. This time, I guess it’s a little different. As I’m typing this out, I’m thinking to myself that I must know what I’m talking about. Trust me, I haven’t got a damn clue. I’m just a little impressionable girl...
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“There are stories within stories, whispered in ears in the quiet of the night,...”
– Neil Gaiman (Fragile Things)
November 2011
41 posts
